I Can Believe

I've spent so many weeks now saying and thinking "I can't believe this is happening.

I can't believe this is happening.

Is this real life?

This cannot be real life.

When is the other shoe going to drop?

I can't believe this is happening."

And tonight was the night my brain said, "I can believe. This is happening. This is real and it is good and it is going to continue to happen. This is happening. For reals."